I was born in the royal family. I am the thirteenth son of emperor Rongdi.
Most of my father's sons and heirs are weak. Before me, several of my brothers died early. When I was born, the eight year old prince died early. When my father was devastated, he looked forward to me more and more.
It's a pity that I was born prematurely before I was full term, and my body has always been weak.
The father and the emperor valued their sons, and because the eldest brother died early and the fifth brother was ominous, they loved me very much.
When I was young, I seldom went out of the house. My mother said that I was not in good health and could not bear the wind. But when I was young, I wanted to go out to read, practice calligraphy, ride horses and shoot arrows like my brothers and sisters. But in the end, I could only set up a small table in the room and read words by myself.
When I was six years old, perhaps because I had lived in the palace all the year round and never went out, my body began to get better, and my father and Emperor took me to the Palace Banquet together.
I sat in the arms of my father, dare not speak, dare not move, only carefully looked at everyone on the Palace Banquet.
I saw the empress Fengyi thousands of coming, the empress and all the people kneel down in front of her.
When I was young, I sat in my father's arms and didn't move. When my mother looked at me, she didn't seem to like me very much, but she still praised me in front of him, saying that I was very similar to him when he was young.
I also saw the 13-year-old second brother.
The 13-year-old second emperor brother was very good-looking. He laughed at everyone and me, but I was afraid of him and didn't dare to be close to him.
Half way through the Palace Banquet, the fourth emperor brother suddenly fell ill and vomited black blood in his mouth. His mother said that he was poisoned.
In those days, I was forbidden to go out again by my mother's imperial concubine. Later, my mother's imperial concubine told me that the fourth emperor's brother died and the empress Xu in the palace was gone.
I had just recovered and began to get sick again. I could hardly be saved several times. My father still cherished me like that, but I didn't have the first expectation in my eyes. I just loved him.
I am very glad that only I get the complete father's love.
When I was 16 years old, my father's birthday, my body had stabilized, so I attended the Palace Banquet.
Maybe few people will believe the word "fall in love at first sight", but I really saw that girl at the first sight.
That year, Prime Minister Liu went to be the Minister of the Ministry of official affairs. His daughter, Fang 28, followed his wife with her head down and a gentle smile.
That's where I started my first heart pounding for a woman.
As a prince, I can't go out of the palace often, and the women's family members outside the palace are not allowed to enter the palace unless they have a special banquet. After that, I haven't seen her for a long time.
Later, the queen wanted to marry the second prince. She invited many ministers and their wives to bring their outstanding young daughters to the palace. Liu Qianqian, Liu Shangshu's daughter, was among them.
I can't tell what hairpin she was wearing on her head, and what material she was wearing on her clothes. I just think back to now that she was very beautiful in goose yellow.
The queen picked a circle, and finally chose her. After a few words of praise, she remembered her gratitude. I saw that she was tripped and fell in front of the crowd, losing her face.
My heart pulled up, and finally forced myself to restrain.
She was also secretly glad that she lost her honor in front of the hall and could not be seen by the queen. In the end, she was not selected either. The queen lost her interest and left alone.
After the party, I deliberately played the piano in the royal garden to attract her. I had a good time with her. Her smile was shy and gentle, and my heart almost jumped out of my chest.
After that, I often went out of the palace to meet her on the pretext of finding a folk doctor.
I have never said that I would like to please her, and she has never expressed her feelings to me. We just play the piano and discuss poetry occasionally.
She just thought it was nice, but she couldn't play it. I wanted to teach her, but she kept her head down to avoid me. Her earlobes were red. When she went out, she accidentally bumped into a girl and was insulted by that girl. She also kept her head down.
I couldn't help but give a head for her. After that, our story spread a little. I nearly ruined her reputation.
The next year, her father was promoted to prime minister, and she became Prime Minister Qian Jin.
But at this time, it was said that she was the prime minister.
It is said that the real Liu Qianqian has accepted her ancestors, and she can only rely on her mother's occasional care to become a nominal concubine in the house.
Later, the news that she killed her mother came out. I heard that she had been destroyed and would be executed in a few days.
I was so anxious that if I had to save her in the future, I would never get sick.
When I woke up from a coma for a few days, she had been married to Yuzhou in a carriage. From then on, she was the princess of the fifth emperor brother and my sister-in-law.
I'm sad and I'm glad. Anyway, she's still alive.
But my heart, has died at this moment.
When my father wanted to send my second brother to Yuzhou, I couldn't help it. I begged for everything before I went. My mother's eyes were red with tears, and I didn't waver.
Yuzhou's journey lasted two months, but I didn't get sick, so I was able to see her again.
I kept imagining in my heart how miserable she was now and how terrible the wound on her face was. I heard that the fifth emperor brother is a ridiculous person. I don't want to treat her well.But when I really saw her, there was no terrible scar on her face, and there was no color of sadness, but the birthmark on the fifth brother's face was quite frightening.
She lives very well. She is dressed in the Royal dress. She is gorgeous and elegant. She seems to be more beautiful than before. She just looks at me coldly and calls me emperor's younger brother.
I restrained my trembling hand, swallowed bitterness, and called the emperor's sister-in-law in a soft voice. She did not change her face.
I fell ill again in King Yu's mansion. I heard her every move in the mansion day by day, and I knew that she was almost assassinated. But I was weak and useless, and I had no position to speak out. I could only stay in bed all day.
When I got to Yuzhou, I didn't get used to it. I slept very light every day. At night, she felt my pulse quietly. I was surprised and puzzled.
She saw me wake up, no panic, no surprise, she is just very calm to tell me that she had died before, she is not the past Liu Qianqian.
At first, I didn't understand her meaning. Later, day and night in Yu's mansion, I saw her indifference and ruthlessness, her cold and resolute determination, and her detached medical skills. A very bold idea gradually took shape in my heart.
My previous description may be wrong, until now, my heart is completely dead.
I know that she is not Liu Qianqian, but I know that the body is still her. I know that she will live well for her, so I leave what I have prepared for her to her now.
In fact, when I was in Yuzhou, I didn't have a good body, but I pretended to have a good body and set out as soon as possible.
The so-called real "Liu Qianqian" who was welcomed back from the prime minister's residence was as gentle and gentle as her, but I didn't like her in my heart and never said a word to her.
The imperial doctor said that I was too worried, so on the way back, I was always ill and never got better.
The second emperor's elder brother was very considerate of me. He was really a good elder brother. I took all the supplements he gave me one by one. Finally, I came back to the imperial city with this broken body.
I have been ill for half a year. My father, mother and concubine are very concerned about me. But no one comes to visit me except the second brother.
Liu Qian, the Pearl of Liu Xiang's return to the monarch, is well-known for his fame at banquets in the palace.
When I was a little better, it coincided with the birthday of the emperor's grandmother, who was finally recalled to the imperial city.
I know it's not her, I know she's called Mo Shang Hua now, but I still can't be calm in my heart.
I dream day by day. In my dream, I often dream that once upon a time, she called me in her dream and asked me why I was no longer playing the piano. I answered that the string was broken.
When I saw her at the Palace Banquet, she was still cool and indifferent, but her face was almost the same as the woman in my dream, but she was not shy and tactful. My heart began to ache again. I didn't look at her more.
When I was old, my father married me and all my brothers. But I didn't want to, but I couldn't resist the order. So I secretly found the flower willow I met in the street that day.
After I went back, I stood in the middle of the night in the cold wind and took a cold shower on purpose. That was the first time I threatened and ordered the palace people in my palace not to talk too much.
I was ill as scheduled, but I deliberately delayed seeing the imperial doctor. When I couldn't stay, I asked the imperial doctor.
I was very ill. The doctor knelt on the floor. When he was half awake, he saw her reach out to me, but he was suddenly pulled back. When he opened his eyes, he saw her cold face.
I am full of bitterness. In the concern of my father, I implore him to take back the edict.
I thought to myself that I would be ridiculed because of my divorce.
I spent to the stranger to thank, she said to me a long period of heartfelt words, for me to find the reason why my disease does not heal for a long time.
In my heart, I moved out of the palace after I got well. She wants to treat me again. I only say that she has a bad reputation with Huang Sao, but she orders Liu Zheng to treat me the next day.
My heart gradually ease, but also forced myself to see the flower as the real Huang Sao, regardless of people in front of private, I always call her Huang Sao.
Huang's sister-in-law once found out for me that the medicine I took for many years had been chronically poisoned. In fact, when I was mature, I gradually realized it. Only when I saw such bloody Royal struggle as that when I was a child, I knew that the second emperor brother was just a kind-hearted man, and I knew that my poison was from the second emperor brother, but I didn't want to fight for it.
My body gets better and better day by day. My eyes are bright and I don't dream any more.
The prime minister's Liu Qianqian was found out by the emperor's sister-in-law. It was not the real Liu Qianqian. At the beginning, everything was framed.
My calm heart is boiling again.
I almost never drink, but I was drunk that night. My face was covered with cold tears, and my eyes were swollen and painful. The handsome man was so weak that she didn't want to see me.
I finally entered the court and took over the case.
I tried my best to investigate the person behind the scenes, but the person behind the scenes was so powerful that most of the people in the criminal department were not convinced with me. It took a lot of time and effort to investigate the case. When I finally found out some clues and asked Huang Sao to identify them, her words made me fall into the ice.That's something I've always been reluctant to admit.
With my strength that day, I couldn't compete with the people behind the scenes, and I couldn't get justice from the real murderer, the second emperor brother.
There was a hatred in my heart. I promised my sister-in-law that I would help the fifth brother sit on the Dragon chair. There was only one request, that is, to trip the second brother together. As for the throne, I had no interest at all.
I know the case quickly. Fortunately, the person who occupied her identity was punished. I hate that I didn't see it myself.
It's hard to know what happened in the world. Before I could get used to everything in the court, my father fell ill. Next, the second emperor's brother conspired against me.
I've been weak since I was young, and I can't practice martial arts. I can't help you. My fifth brother and his sister-in-law have spared their lives to protect me. I don't have any way to repay him. I can only sit on the throne for my brother, which he doesn't want to do.
I just don't know how to practice martial arts. I have the help of my father's old cabinet minister in dealing with political affairs. I can handle it easily. I just hate that I'm not healthy and I'm sick again.
The fifth emperor's brother was forced by the prime minister and his ministers, and his sister-in-law was imprisoned in the palace by his father. I was very anxious. I told Liu Zheng that I would recover quickly at any cost.
Liu Zheng did have a way. I finally took the pill he gave me and recovered quickly.
The price is to halve the life span that is only 10 years, so that there are only five years left.
As soon as he ascended the throne, the prime minister asked to leave and return to his hometown. I promised that he would not be held responsible for his crimes and that he would be released to provide for the aged.
During my reign, I ordered you to go to the vassal area to exchange the fiefdom of the fifth emperor's brother and sister-in-law for the rich Huaiyang. The courtiers wrote against it, and my mother and concubine advised me not to be stubborn. After half a month, I finally won. I changed the imperial brother's fiefdom to Huaiyang.
In the past three years, I have actually left the sixth brother in the imperial city quietly. He is weak. I have spent a lot of effort to cultivate him into a man who can be made. He can barely be a king.
After all, I am a selfish person. I have been in office for three years, and my body is getting worse. Liu Zheng told me that my time is running out.
I simply pretended to be dead and abdicated. Before I left, I quietly left a letter to my mother, telling him that I was still alive, but I just went to find my girl and asked her to take care of Huaiyang more.
After leaving the palace where I have lived for 20 years, I felt deeply tired. I went all the way down to Huaiyang and met my fifth brother and sister-in-law. They were very loving and their children could shout. It's a pity that I didn't see them and left soon.
It's not that I don't want to. I'm just afraid that my sister-in-law will see my abnormality.
Now, my wife is on the horse going to Jiangnan.
I really want to go to the south of the Yangtze River. Maybe it's my obsession. Maybe I want to spend less than one year to see more of the rivers of the kingdom of God.
The scenery in the south of the Yangtze River is as beautiful and magnificent as it is rumored, but it's a pity that it's often appreciated alone, and I hope there is no one to accompany me.
At the moment, the light rain is falling outside the window, and I take out my piano again with the light rain in the south of the Yangtze River.
When the string is broken, it can always be continued. When someone is dead, it can't be renewed. I just want to leave more time for myself in the future.
Go to Remember the past.
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Exhausted all his life, he did not know, in fact, she is just a soul in the three souls of flowers in the street.
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