I am the first God in the world, Tianshan.
My name is my mother tiannv and my father Shenzhong. In this way, my parents should regard me as a treasure in the palm of their hands, but the fact is cruel.
My father's love for my mother was miserable, but in my childhood memory, my mother never laughed at my father or me.
My mother never went out of the Palace door and stayed in the cold palace day by day.
When I was a child, I was eager to be loved by my mother. I often tugged at the corner of her clothes and looked at her pitifully. But she just brushed away my little hand and turned away indifferently. Even the number of times she talked to me was very few.
I even saw a little dislike from her eyes, but after many years, it was clearly disgusting eyes.
My father loves me very much and can't make up for the vacancy caused by my mother, but my father never tells me why.
Finally, one day, civil strife broke out in the clan, and my father had to go to calm down. Before leaving, he told me to accompany my mother more.
My mother didn't like to talk to me, so I tried to open my mouth to attract her attention and tell her all the new and interesting things I knew and heard.
When my mother heard that my father was not there, her dead eyes suddenly lit up, grabbed my shoulder and asked me excitedly whether what she said was true or not.
I thought I was praised by my mother, and I poured out the reasons for my father's leaving. I just wish my mother would be happy and say a few more words to me.
But I didn't expect that after my mother was excited, she stared at me for a long time in silence. The next moment, she grabbed the paper town on the table and smashed it down on my forehead.
I was dazed with stars in my eyes. Later, I could only feel my mother holding me tightly and murmuring in a low voice. I'm sorry. After that, I heard all about it from other people.
It's said that that day, my mother asked for help with me full of blood and got out of the palace smoothly through me. However, I, who was no longer valuable, was abandoned here for treatment and was unconscious, and she didn't hear from me.
The father was very angry and returned home. He set up a net to search for his mother. Soon, his mother showed her feet and was surrounded by his father's heavy troops.
I had just been rescued and I insisted on meeting my mother with my father. What I saw was that my mother was in a desolation, her thin body was surrounded by heavy soldiers, and her face was surprisingly white.
I heard her father ask her whether she would like to go back with him or not.
But the mother resolutely refused, leaving no room.
Father seems unwilling, and asked, you do not love me, even you and my children are regardless of it?
When I was young, I strained the corner of my father's clothes and looked forward to it.
However, my mother's words directly shattered my little fantasy.
Her eyes only stopped in my face for a moment, and then, with a look of disgust, she satirized my father for being too ridiculous, saying that it was only his child and had nothing to do with her.
I saw my father's whole face twisted. In my heart, he was always cold outside. At that moment, I saw his struggle and hesitation. Finally, I softened my voice and advised my mother to go back with him. He was willing to agree to all his mother's requirements.
Mother sneered and asked, how can you give him back to me?
She suddenly raised her head and laughed. She had a god killing knife in her hand. She tried her best and cursed fiercely with hatred on her face. She revived her former lover and let him lead the dead under the earth to become the most ferocious and powerful Protoss devouring and destroying the protoss!
Before the knife stabbed at her chest, she suddenly turned her eyes to look at me. There was no hatred in her eyes, and there was a bit of sadness and pain. I couldn't understand the emotion when I was young. I just watched my mother's body fall down and blood flow all over the ground.
Then, there was the terrible havoc of the Protoss.
I lost my mother for only a few days. Later, my father also used his body to make atonement in repentance.
As the descendant of the strongest leader Shen, I had to replace my father and become the leader of all.
I didn't even have time to grieve for the death of my parents, so I was forced to take over the inheritance of my father and sit in a high position.
It's just that I'm young. Even if I have such a great power, I won't use it at all. I was robbed of the power soon.
My little self quietly fled to the lower world and practiced hard. Finally, before the six worlds were defined, I returned to the protoss, defeated the usurper and became the supreme god of the Protoss.
It was at that time that I was finally told the reason by the people who knew my parents' grievances.
I used to hate my mother, but the result was unacceptable. I covered the scar on my forehead and sat in silence for a hundred years.
For me, a hundred years is just a flick of a finger, and the world is changing. Finally, because I can't accept the fact, I ice myself up, and I can't see the sun or the world.
I was frozen for thousands of years before I could wake up. At that time, the outside world had already had a new world.
I finally figured it out.
But since childhood, I have lost my mother's love and been hated by my mother, leaving indelible damage in my heart, just like the scar on my forehead, which should be left forever and remind me forever.One reminds me that I once had a mother, the other is that the deep brand in my heart makes me unwilling to remove it.
The first thing I did when I woke up was to practice a few of my incarnations. Tianchen was one of them.
My only purpose in doing this is the obsession in my heart.
I want to find her reincarnation and see how she will choose to do it again.
Everything is going well.
When I stand in front of Yunwu with my illusory child and force her to make a choice, my heart is extremely complex.
I have nothing else to ask for. I just wish he could give me the last trace of pity, the mother's pity for her son.
In the end, she used her magic to attack me directly, coldly and painfully.
The scar on my forehead was clearly left behind ten thousand years ago, but I felt it was aching again.
Yunwu asked me to remove the scar on my forehead before sacrificing myself, but I didn't respond for a long time.
Until she told me that she was not the daughter of heaven, and her desperate look in the direction of her son turned a huge wave in my heart.
At that moment, the cloud dance in front of us coincided with the last look at her son when she was dying.
I finally understand that my mother actually loves me.
However, I am the child she was forced to give birth to by her father. She loves me and hates me because she can see my father and the man who killed her in this life through me.
The knot of ten thousand years has been untied.
I know, it's all destined.
Also know that every mother can never not love their children.
Later, I used half body cultivation to return Yunwu's soul to her original world. Although tiannu is already her past, I got the answer from her, so I will help her.
Next, I will do my best to help her meet her mother again and fulfill her mind.
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