Su Tang said while drinking, "Pei Xuan asked me before, why? If she was Hua Qingyun, how could she get Zhou's family in turn? How could you think so, elder martial brother, do you think she is not sensible, that she deliberately fooled you, even thought she was playing you!"
Murong Zhao shook his head and said, "I don't have it. It's just…"
"I didn't let her go to Beijing, because there are some things that I don't say, and she won't tell you all her life.
She was raised as a man since she was a child. She was required to be as good as a boy when she was a child. She learned martial arts and could not wear and buy clothes and skirts she liked.
That year in the capital city, she and I dyed pink material together. She asked me to make a dress for her, and then made a suit of pink material.
Can you think that the second young master of the Luo family, the domineering bully Luo Er Shao, was the first time that he put on a suit of clothes.
Because of her identity, all her clothes before could only be bought as ready-made clothes, which always did not fit her well. However, the mother only cared about flattering her husband in the back house and repeatedly asked her son to do better.
But she forgot that, at the beginning, it was she who wanted to treat the child as a man. She should have remembered how difficult this girl was, and easily forgot it. "
Hearing Su Tang say this, Murong Zhao is distressed. He knows that he is difficult, but he doesn't know how difficult it is.
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Su Tang continued: "she was taught by her mother to do business. At that time, her mother was also a female shopkeeper who could come out to do business, but eventually she was trapped in the back house and became what she looked like.
She has seen the outside world, doing business with men in general and communicating with this society. To tell the truth, apart from the occasional quiet of night, she will struggle with her own identity, and other times, she has a good life.
If I don't know you, she and I can get married, and we can stay together for a lifetime. For me, Pei is an accident that broke into my life, and you are her accident, but it is not necessarily a surprise. "
Su Tang will not cover up her thoughts. She has never thought of getting married before, but since she meets Pei, she doesn't have to escape. Just follow her heart.
"Not every girl's family wants a husband of high position and power. She and I are both insecure and afraid of losing control of life one day.
I know her, so she chose to be an official at first. I didn't say anything. But when I saw you treat Zhou like this, I thought it was true. Maybe it was really a pity. So I persuaded her. I would help her avoid everything she was afraid of.
So today, I sit here face-to-face with my elder martial brother. It's a good idea that I mentioned the marriage. But if I can't guarantee her a peaceful life, there will be no worries. I'm sorry, there is no Hua Qingyun in the world, only my fiance Luo Xingchen.
If you can't give her happiness, I'll give it to her! "
Su Tang's attitude is extremely resolute. She will sit here and say these things because she can really empathize with Luo Xingchen's worries. In the past and modern times, at least there is a divorce, but there is almost no way out when she marries the emperor and becomes the queen.
And Su Tang, with Murong Zhao today, wants a retreat.